dreaming

20 July 2001

i dreamt about building inside an old barn type of place, i was replacing the beams in the roof with a whole crowd of other people and then we all sat down up there when in that magical dreamlike way we were suddenly finished. then i got an attack of vertigo that led to the whole place swaying and feeling like it was going to collapse beneath me.

an attack of vertigo in a dream is a warning against being exploited by the opposite sex. barns are to do with prosperity, i guess if i was doing it up i must be trying to make myself more prosperous rather than less. a crowd of people means increasing happiness. i can’t find out about the swaying. although i often get vertigo in my dreams i never actually fall which seems like a good thing too. all those new timber beams look like a good sign too. usually when i look up this sort of stuff i end up depressed that the end of the world is night because my teeth fell out or something. my dreams seem pretty good at the moment. even if i did wake up clinging to the mattress for dear life.